Sunday, 16 July 2006
born 4 May 1960
Valid during many months: In this phase in your life you may sometimes get the feeling that you are losing your footing. You might discover that you have had some illusions on the way you have lived your life. This discovery can make you feel very sad and tired, and it may give rise to the wish to withdraw from reality for a while. Maybe you also feel misunderstood and neglected by your loved ones and people close to you. But your desire to withdraw hints at a deep need to deal with inner processes. If you can find a way to bring your feelings into awareness, you will be able to gain a lot from this experience.
An active retreat from oppressive life circumstances can help you to gather the necessary strength to accept feelings which you might find confusing right now. Try to create some space for yourself by taking a break to relax, spending time in a health spa, or learning some kind of meditation. Give yourself enough space so that you have the chance to listen to your inner voice and to learn to trust its message! It will bring you in touch with your own inner calling and help you to unmask old illusions and to deal with your feelings in an honest way. You will find it easier to heal and forgive if you can lovingly accept the fears and vulnerabilities which resulted from the pain and disappointment you suffered in childhood and adolescence. You will then be better able to deal with the feelings that are so depressing at the moment.
Chiron Square Neptune
February 2006 until middle of January 2007.